People seek to connect with Spirit for many different reasons. To expand understanding, to seek clarity and guidance and to have light shone into darkness.
Often it is when we are experiencing stress and unable to find answers that we are propelled into action and become open to listening to Spirit. It is then we search for a conduit, to ask for guidance and to be open to answers given.
As I started to work with Spirit I was given tests along the way so as to learn to work within integrity and to work appropriately.
For a long time I tussled with myself about stepping forward to act as that conduit. I gave myself so many excuses for not working in such a manner that it allowed me to remain hidden. I noted that there were already so many Channels in the world, why would there be a need for another? I soon learned that we are each unique in how we work on behalf of Spirit.
As an insight into how I came to step forward, there was a defining moment.
Having a medical background, I found myself in a position of being tested. I was given very detailed information regarding the health of a close friend. I could see inside her brain and arteries. I could see behind her eyes and feel the pressure in her head. I was amazed at the detail provided to me and I knew immediately what was occurring. My dilemma was whether to pass this information to her or not. Did I risk her thinking I was crazy, or did I potentially risk her health?
I did nothing with this information for a day as I pondered. Over night I was again given information and the following morning I knew absolutely that it was urgent and more important to gently persuade her to seek medical assistance than it was for me to sit in insecurity. I called her and enquired as to whether she was having trouble with her vision or perhaps experiencing Rt sided headaches and suggested that it would be beneficial for her to see her Dr as soon as she could for a check up. I did not wish to panic her, but I also needed to give her a sense of urgency to act.
She indicated to me that she was most certainly experiencing such symptoms but thought they would dissipate in time and was taking analgesic. She did admit that her blurred vision was causing her concern.
My friend was at such risk, she could have died. She could have suffered from a stroke at any moment.
She acted immediately and although initially she was not able to secure an appointment with her Dr, one quickly became available. Her guides were working on her behalf.
She was admitted to hospital and spent many months receiving treatment. She then embarked upon a journey towards recovering her physical and mental well-being.
All I could think was that I had waited a day to pass the information to her. Spirit was not happy with my delayed response - understandably. If I had chosen not to act, they would have found another way to help her, but, I learnt a very valuable lesson.
From this test I gained perspective and began getting over my self doubt. Now I act. I do not question what I am told and I do not filter it for my own sensibility.
My friend was guided by Spirit throughout her recovery to reach a place of balance and well-being. They worked together for over a year to address her fears, her anxiety and panic, to check in on her health and for her to learn to gain control over her life. I would be shown panic attacks that were to come for her so she was aware and could mitigate their effects. I would be shown when her blood pressure was too elevated so she could see her Dr. She listened and she acted.
She never questioned or judged, she always willingly accepted information given and acted.
Most importantly, she worked hard with her guidance to learn how to step out of fear, to nurture herself, to listen to her intuition and to feel safe.
She says to me that I saved her life - no, I did not. Together, she and Spirit did. I simply connected them so it could be facilitated.
I am in service for those who wish to create a connection and to Voyage within.